HURRICANE

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SHE COMES UNEXPECTEDLY, FULL OF RAGE, NOT CARING OF WHAT'S IN HER WAY; GONE AS QUICKLY AS SHE APPEARED. 
HER MIND FULL OF TRUTH AND JUSTICE. HER HEART HEAVY WITH PASSION. 
A CHATEAU MARGAUX IN THE MIDST OF MERLOTS'.
NONETHELESS VENGEFUL OF THE SAME ENTITY SHE SAW IN EVERYONE.
ROTTEN, WORTHLESS SOULS INSIDE OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN DECENT BEINGS.
FOR SOME, IT'S A BLESSING IN DISGUISE.
GIVING THE LESSONS NECESSARY TO CARRY ON.
TO OTHERS, KARMATIC, ALMOST. 
BUT FEW REGRET THE DAY THEY ENCOUNTERED SUCH BEAUTIFUL DISASTER.
RUING THE DAY THEY EVER LET HER PASS.

 BUT SHE WONDERS THE WORLD SOULLESSLY IN SEARCH OF A RECIPROCITY THAT SIMPLY DOES NOT EXIST IN A HUMAN BEING. 
HER LIFE, ONCE PROSPEROUS AND HOPEFUL HAS TURNED DULL AND MEANINGLESS.
LESSONS AFTER LESSONS, HER RAGE GREW WITH NO MERCY.

 SHE WAS THE ONLY MASTER SHE KNEW, THE ONLY ONE WHO WOULD SAVE HER FROM HERSELF AND GIVE HER SOUL THE LOVE IT DESIRES.


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