Lover
Lover Boy, You were a great example of what a first boyfriend should be. Reminiscing about what happened between us, I have always wondered why you were the only one that never came back. Maybe we were young and reckless. Maybe it was because we understood that we needed to go our separate ways. However, you did show me one thing. You showed me how to love. Through our fallout, I never felt so helpless, and in the midst of it I knew that I was in love with you because it hurt. You were my first real love and that will always mean something to me. But you are the reason I know who I deserve. Everything you weren't and all the ways you hurt me showed me who I needed in my life. The impact you had in my life is incomparable but bittersweet and I will always thank you for the memories, the experience, and the love you gave. God will guide us to who we are supposed to be with but never forget that because of us, you and I are better.